Rachel Gerrard wrote:God Almighty,
Bodies of babies are being washed up on Your shores. Why am I safe in my house with my child sleeping soundly in his bed, when other people are being ripped apart at the hands of men?
Am I better than those who are suffering? Is my son better than that three year old lying lifelessly on the sand? I don't want to feel safe, because I am not. At any moment You could whip the carpet from under our feet. Why have they been subjected to such brutal judgement? Why are their children suffering and dying, and mine isn't?
Even if I receive your Spirit, what place does joy have in my heart until every last soul is reconciled to You?
In addition to what Victor wrote to you, Rachel, I think it should be emphasized that God doesn't come and suddenly "whip the carpet from under our feet," unless we've been rebellious and intransigent in rebellion.
1 Thessalonians 5:2-11 ESV
(2) For you yourselves are fully aware that the Day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night.
(3) While people are saying, "There is peace and security," then sudden destruction will come upon them as labor pains come upon a pregnant woman, and they will not escape.
(4) But you are not in darkness, brothers, for that day to surprise you like a thief.
(5) For you are all children of light, children of the day. We are not of the night or of the darkness.
(6) So then let us not sleep, as others do, but let us keep awake and be sober.
(7) For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk, are drunk at night.
(8) But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, having put on the breastplate of faith and love, and for a helmet the hope of salvation.
(9) For God has not destined us for wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ,
(10) Who died for us so that whether we are awake or asleep we might live with Him.
(11) Therefore encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing.
And just as we've been judged in order to be delivered from the destruction and independence of God we perished in as sinners of this world (and make no mistake we were being destroyed even while dwelling "safely" in our homes), so will we come to understand that the destruction happening to others isn't the end, but is part of their needed reaping in order to teach them the necessity of receiving God and His righteousness through Christ. He is Lord and Savior of
all men!
"For therefore we both labor and suffer reproach, because we trust in the living God, Who is the Savior of all men, especially of those that believe. These things command and teach" (1 Timothy 4:10-11 KJV).
Another thing - there's not only no reason to regret God's judgment on the world, but there's reason to rejoice in it, especially His vengeance on those who've been His enemies - something you won't see or understand by your carnal mind and passions:
"I will make My arrows drunk with blood, and My sword shall devour flesh, with the blood of the slain and of the captives, from the hairy scalp of the enemy. Rejoice, O, nations, with His people; for He will avenge the blood of His servants, and will render vengeance to His foes and will be merciful to His land, to His people" (Deuteronomy 32:42-43 MKJV).
Notice, even the nations ("goyim") are exhorted to rejoice, those who identify with His people and the good thing He is doing with and through them.
Finally - you can eat good food (spiritual food here, for example), but if your diet also consists of men's poisons, you will be poisoned (it's not so much in what you read, but in what you believe or don't disbelieve). You need to be established in the Truth.