Going Deeper
Posted: Fri Aug 21, 2015 10:28 pm
Today, August 21, 2015, Victor received the following letter from Jeff Wilschut:
Hi Victor,
I am writing you today to inform you that I no longer will be attending the path of truth meetings nor will I be coming to visit the farm during the mine shut down.
As you know I have been in and out of a few different churches which had eventually lead me to the path of truth. During my time at the upc church I began to question their teachings about hell and their interpretation of the book of Revelations and believed that I was being taught incorrectly. This was not by any great effort on my part, nor any ability to know this intellectually, through theological reasoning, but just would have to say I was lead to come to that understanding, that God was drawing me away from their teaching. I did not leave in strife, or bitterness towards them, I was still very thankful for what I was given at that time, I was thankful for all the help and support I had received while being apart of the congregation.
I was and I am still undeserving of any kindness, and help from God, but He is the one who guides me just as I am, for no other reason but for His purpose alone. Believing in this basic truth I had no fear, nor doubts that leaving the upc was the right thing to do.
One other thing that stuck me as odd that I recently remembered is the seemingly long silence and void of Gods church for about 2000 years until miraculously a man, women or some people got a revelation from God and His church sprouted from those humble beginnings. There are many such revelations, and as a result many churches that all to this day do suppose they have the truth, while others are lead astray.
The upc was one such church, which troubled me because simply anyone could make such claims, and there followers would just have to believe their revelation/s was/are authentic. It just did not fit with what I had read in scripture, where Jesus Christ came as the corner stone of His Church to take 12 disciples, Peter being one of them who was latter told he was the rock on which He would build his church. From those 12 who went out to preach the gospel setting up His Church which included many Churches, that after their passing away those churches all vanished, and what pursued was this great void.
Again I did not come to this because I was bent on finding any wrong with the churches I had previously attended. As with the reform churches, more specially with the example of Lutheran who did not agree with the direction taken by the roman catholic church, and in his attempt to straighten matters out it caused a rift. However instead of taking things back beyond the roman catholic church to reconnect with His Church originsLutheren set out to creating his own church believing it to be the only way.
With this and many upheavals of empires caused this so called dark ages, yet through all this His Church remained in tacked, just scattered and torn. His Church being an extension of what the apostles taught to today, passed on and kept in its formal traditions, that being the Orthodox Church. It has roots a foundation, which have been shaken, yet efforts have and continue to be made to restore and continue to build upon what was passed on down from when time began.
When I realized that I was being taught wrongly at the upc I did look into the roman catholic church because of their claim to be the original. I can not say that I could prove them wrong by any theological debate, but knew that they were in great error, which caused me to believe that His Church must then be one of these reformed churches or spiritually lead churches. I was not made aware at the time of the Orthodox Church and the history of the teaching passed down from the apostles. At looking into the Church compared to that of the roman catholic church I saw something different, I saw authenticity, a firmness about who they are without arrogance, a humbleness, a conviction to His service, I saw Him in there works based on faith.
I would not go to such a Church out of a feeling that that is were I would like to go, on the contrary, I know that there will be all of me that will need to die in order to belong, which is the reason for the way His Church is practiced, it goes against everything we want, into transform us as His subjects for His purpose and glory. The link I am providing I had come across after I was given understanding that I need to move onward closer to Him, that I got this urgency once again to seek out His original Church. This fellow in the link explains well what I have feebly tried to convey. For me it is one of those blocks that was missing and the need to put away those block that do not fit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qauuydXcuJY" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
I am thankful for what I have been taught, there were necessary teachings that I needed to hear coming from the path of truth, but I am convinced that God is drawing me towards an even deeper, closer relationship with Him that can not be accomplished if I continue with the path of truth. I realized I have no authority to say what is right and wrong, and I have nothing on anyone at the path of truth, by way of talent, intellect, nor is there any reason to say I deserve to have anything from God, in fact I deserve death, but perhaps because I am so hopeless that God continues to draw me in the way He has and does, that despite myself He is there to make my path sure and true.
Jeff W
Hi Victor,
I am writing you today to inform you that I no longer will be attending the path of truth meetings nor will I be coming to visit the farm during the mine shut down.
As you know I have been in and out of a few different churches which had eventually lead me to the path of truth. During my time at the upc church I began to question their teachings about hell and their interpretation of the book of Revelations and believed that I was being taught incorrectly. This was not by any great effort on my part, nor any ability to know this intellectually, through theological reasoning, but just would have to say I was lead to come to that understanding, that God was drawing me away from their teaching. I did not leave in strife, or bitterness towards them, I was still very thankful for what I was given at that time, I was thankful for all the help and support I had received while being apart of the congregation.
I was and I am still undeserving of any kindness, and help from God, but He is the one who guides me just as I am, for no other reason but for His purpose alone. Believing in this basic truth I had no fear, nor doubts that leaving the upc was the right thing to do.
One other thing that stuck me as odd that I recently remembered is the seemingly long silence and void of Gods church for about 2000 years until miraculously a man, women or some people got a revelation from God and His church sprouted from those humble beginnings. There are many such revelations, and as a result many churches that all to this day do suppose they have the truth, while others are lead astray.
The upc was one such church, which troubled me because simply anyone could make such claims, and there followers would just have to believe their revelation/s was/are authentic. It just did not fit with what I had read in scripture, where Jesus Christ came as the corner stone of His Church to take 12 disciples, Peter being one of them who was latter told he was the rock on which He would build his church. From those 12 who went out to preach the gospel setting up His Church which included many Churches, that after their passing away those churches all vanished, and what pursued was this great void.
Again I did not come to this because I was bent on finding any wrong with the churches I had previously attended. As with the reform churches, more specially with the example of Lutheran who did not agree with the direction taken by the roman catholic church, and in his attempt to straighten matters out it caused a rift. However instead of taking things back beyond the roman catholic church to reconnect with His Church originsLutheren set out to creating his own church believing it to be the only way.
With this and many upheavals of empires caused this so called dark ages, yet through all this His Church remained in tacked, just scattered and torn. His Church being an extension of what the apostles taught to today, passed on and kept in its formal traditions, that being the Orthodox Church. It has roots a foundation, which have been shaken, yet efforts have and continue to be made to restore and continue to build upon what was passed on down from when time began.
When I realized that I was being taught wrongly at the upc I did look into the roman catholic church because of their claim to be the original. I can not say that I could prove them wrong by any theological debate, but knew that they were in great error, which caused me to believe that His Church must then be one of these reformed churches or spiritually lead churches. I was not made aware at the time of the Orthodox Church and the history of the teaching passed down from the apostles. At looking into the Church compared to that of the roman catholic church I saw something different, I saw authenticity, a firmness about who they are without arrogance, a humbleness, a conviction to His service, I saw Him in there works based on faith.
I would not go to such a Church out of a feeling that that is were I would like to go, on the contrary, I know that there will be all of me that will need to die in order to belong, which is the reason for the way His Church is practiced, it goes against everything we want, into transform us as His subjects for His purpose and glory. The link I am providing I had come across after I was given understanding that I need to move onward closer to Him, that I got this urgency once again to seek out His original Church. This fellow in the link explains well what I have feebly tried to convey. For me it is one of those blocks that was missing and the need to put away those block that do not fit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qauuydXcuJY" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
I am thankful for what I have been taught, there were necessary teachings that I needed to hear coming from the path of truth, but I am convinced that God is drawing me towards an even deeper, closer relationship with Him that can not be accomplished if I continue with the path of truth. I realized I have no authority to say what is right and wrong, and I have nothing on anyone at the path of truth, by way of talent, intellect, nor is there any reason to say I deserve to have anything from God, in fact I deserve death, but perhaps because I am so hopeless that God continues to draw me in the way He has and does, that despite myself He is there to make my path sure and true.
Jeff W