“To do or not to do”
Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2018 3:59 pm
Greetings to everyone at TPOT.
May God continue to bless all of you.
I was just wondering what are your thoughts on playing basketball?
For a while I have struggled with this question .. I usually play once a week on Thursdays for about 5yrs now; on and off because I’m not sure if the Lord wants me doing that although I must point out He has taught me things about myself while on the court and after the games that I was not aware off or was ignorantly ignoring before. There is definitely purpose in everything .
One example of the many ; One time there was this guy who went for the first time and was playing really well, while on the other hand I was having a rough day on the court , the guy was really cocky , was boasting and trash talking our team throughout our session , that was all that was needed at the moment to expose the pride , jealousy and envy in my heart. At first I tried justifying my internal reaction by blaming it on his ways but the truth is that was his problem , the Lord would deal with that in his life , in other words that wasn’t my sin that was his. My sins were being exposed and that’s what had to be dealt with concerning me. Since then I haven’t really noticed myself doing that anymore but I do know only the Lord can and will purge me of all my impurities.
A couple of examples of why I have been skeptical about going lately :
1) I start questioning what is driving me on the court to play well ? Is it the praise I get of men ?
I think it’s normal for me to want to contribute to the team, but why do I want to contribute ? Because it is good or because I like the praise I receive from it? At times , the team cheers me on “good shot T”, “your on fire “ , “your killing them out there” my response most of the time is thanks but there are times I catch my self smiling and enjoying the fact I was able to contribute (I’m not sure if it’s the praise I’m enjoying or the fact that I’m contributing in a way), whether it’s on offense or defense.
Sometimes I feel like they are just being supportive to there team member and I’m being religious. In a sense, I believe the Lord is using these things and people as He develops the outcome He wants.
2) The guys tend to shout a lot of profane words while on the court. I’ve called them out on it but you know how it is , there’s nothing I can do about it except not participate in the ball session. That leads me to wonder am I unequally yoking myself with them , therefore disobeying ? Should I just keep ignoring the bad words and play through it just because I want to play ball ? Am i in disobedience ? I mean it’s a really good workout but I know that in itself is of little profit , which also leads me to ask , what am I truly profiting of this ? I mean yeah I have profited off the things I’ve leaned in the process but my purpose of going isn’t driven by that of spiritual profit but rather recreational purpose. A lot of questions come to mind ..
I would love to know what’s your take on this ..
Thank you ,
Tony.
May God continue to bless all of you.
I was just wondering what are your thoughts on playing basketball?
For a while I have struggled with this question .. I usually play once a week on Thursdays for about 5yrs now; on and off because I’m not sure if the Lord wants me doing that although I must point out He has taught me things about myself while on the court and after the games that I was not aware off or was ignorantly ignoring before. There is definitely purpose in everything .
One example of the many ; One time there was this guy who went for the first time and was playing really well, while on the other hand I was having a rough day on the court , the guy was really cocky , was boasting and trash talking our team throughout our session , that was all that was needed at the moment to expose the pride , jealousy and envy in my heart. At first I tried justifying my internal reaction by blaming it on his ways but the truth is that was his problem , the Lord would deal with that in his life , in other words that wasn’t my sin that was his. My sins were being exposed and that’s what had to be dealt with concerning me. Since then I haven’t really noticed myself doing that anymore but I do know only the Lord can and will purge me of all my impurities.
A couple of examples of why I have been skeptical about going lately :
1) I start questioning what is driving me on the court to play well ? Is it the praise I get of men ?
I think it’s normal for me to want to contribute to the team, but why do I want to contribute ? Because it is good or because I like the praise I receive from it? At times , the team cheers me on “good shot T”, “your on fire “ , “your killing them out there” my response most of the time is thanks but there are times I catch my self smiling and enjoying the fact I was able to contribute (I’m not sure if it’s the praise I’m enjoying or the fact that I’m contributing in a way), whether it’s on offense or defense.
Sometimes I feel like they are just being supportive to there team member and I’m being religious. In a sense, I believe the Lord is using these things and people as He develops the outcome He wants.
2) The guys tend to shout a lot of profane words while on the court. I’ve called them out on it but you know how it is , there’s nothing I can do about it except not participate in the ball session. That leads me to wonder am I unequally yoking myself with them , therefore disobeying ? Should I just keep ignoring the bad words and play through it just because I want to play ball ? Am i in disobedience ? I mean it’s a really good workout but I know that in itself is of little profit , which also leads me to ask , what am I truly profiting of this ? I mean yeah I have profited off the things I’ve leaned in the process but my purpose of going isn’t driven by that of spiritual profit but rather recreational purpose. A lot of questions come to mind ..
I would love to know what’s your take on this ..
Thank you ,
Tony.