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Greetings to all,

My name is Thierry, I live in Belgium in the city of Brussels. Apologizes in advance for my english, french is my first language.
I was raised catholic. I always believed in God as a child, but when I grew up
I lost interest in Him.

I experienced sleep paralysis at the age of 17. Before that, I wanted to "travel" out of my body 'cause a friend of mine was doing it. I read a book about astral travellings. Also, was living in deep lust.

The only thing that stopped this horrible experience was to cry out at God in spirit (couldn't speak).

Searching for the deliverance, I got introduced to Jesus-Christ.
The same person who introduced me to Jesus-Christ as my Savior was deep in occultism and before I knew it I fell in deliverance session (like so many churches today) but it was not in church. This person was personally "guiding" her two little sisters and me aside from an assembly. Hopefully, I got out of this madness by the grace of God.

Ever since, I was looking for deliverance, having pity for myself and all the victimizing process that goes along. Consulted "healers".

3 years ago, I got convinced of sin by watching teachings on the internet. I was really hopeless. I converted to Christ. Tried to save myself with the flesh. Stop
doin' things like the world. Integrated few christians groups online. But soon got back in the life of sin. 'Cause I didn't want to take the cross.

Today, by the Grace of God, things changed, something is different. Convinced again of sin. By searching if the fruit of this new movement "The last reformation" of Torben Søndergaard are good and authentics. I came to read an article about this false teacher on The path of truth's website.

I exchanged with Victor Hafichuk on facebook and by mail. I am really thankful.

This is the last mail I send to Victor H. He advised me to post it in the forum:

Hi Victor,

How are you, hope you are doin' well by the Grace of God.

Two days ago, a quote you published on twitter got my attention:
"Though an evil eye be plucked out, it continues to see good as evil and evil as good."

In the beginning, I didn't get the sense of it, but then something came to me;
I don't know if it's a good understanding, can you tell me if it make sense;

One can pluck out an organ of his body to avoid a sin but he will still sin the same
if his heart is not changed by the Lord.

It's like living by the letter I presume instead of living by the Spirit of God. The consequence
of it, the heart unchanged will judge others with heavy sentences like cutting hands and so on.
May the Lord keep me from doing that again and again.

Instead of being humble, I have caught myself trying to teach others on the internet because it is so easy.

Also, I came to read this by an app who gives everyday one verse:

"If you have been foolish in exalting yourself
Or if you have plotted evil, put your hand on your mouth." Proverbs 30:32

I really need to do this !

And in the forum, I read a discussion "Why don't you believe in the rapture of the church?"

In a way, it confirms me that in order to be totally with the Lord, I need to deal with my own flesh.

Thank you for your time,

Thierry


Thanks for reading, May the Lord keep us in His Way

Hi,

I need to share more things with you. Fear can be an idolatry and it still has effects in my life. One is responsable for the state is walking in the present day if I understand good.

I really thought the devil was the cause of my misery, but because I denied consciously or not the Will of God and His commandments I do struggle.
I have the impression to have more "intellectual faith". By fear of hell, I came to Christ in the first place. Being amazed by the supernatural, it was an idolatry too.
I still struggle with this.

Can you help me with this ?
1- When I pray sometimes my body tremble, not really bad but it's like there's a vibration under my skin (it's the best way I can explain it)

2- I had an inner voice telling me, your sin(s) are forgiven. And some other things too.

Is it from the LORD ?

Thank you

Hi,

Sorry to bother you again, I think I have to share one last thing on this topic before I keep silent for a while. I was waiting for an answer really bad, but nothing came. The Lord is sovereign in everything. I know now that I have to confess to all that I need attention from other people. I ask for forgiveness 'cause I a m an hypocrite as the pharisees. I thought I could received the Lord and be saved by myself.

I am so sorry because I am fooling myself and merchandising with God for salvation.
Please, hear this and I am grateful that here are true Saints. I am lost and this is what I have to face. I re-read article that pierced my foolishness. I think the Lord gave me an answer by His silence. I need to stop victimizing and having intellectual pride. Other testimonies gave me the true meaning of repentance on the forum. Mine is a counterfeit. Hope that now I will really let the Lord lead me to Him by His Grace. I Have so much to confess. But I am thankful I found this website, it hurts me so deep to be confronted to the truth and to my state.

I really deserve to die, I used so many people in my life for my own lust and pleasure like my ex girlfriend. I apologize to all of you. I know now I need to confess my sins to the ones I have hurt.

This one is really hard but by watching porn almost everyday for years, my thoughts are full of lust. It is terrible because the most of the time I cannot look to a women without having bad thoughts and sometimes cannot control my eyes.
My responsable at work is aware of it, I am sure. I want to apologize to her about that, how can I do it? Knowing that I will work in another place in the beginning of December.

Thierry

Thierry, Jesus Christ is your Answer. He is Lord of all, having all authority in Heaven and earth. Believe on Him. As you place your faith in Him, He will show you the Way, Which He IS.