Your testimony gives me hope in Christ Jesus
Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2015 1:16 pm
Dear Victor,
I just wanted to let you know that your testimony gives me hope in Christ Jesus. I just don't know where to start and I will try and be brief. I am a 46 year old man that has failed at being a single parent of my son for the past 10 + year. The first 13 years of my life my mother took me and my brother to a Missionary Baptist Church.
In 1982, we moved to the location that we live at now (10 acres built my house in 2000 on the same property). My mid teenage years were mostly doing well in school and playing sports. My early 20's upon finishing college I spent two years stoned with one of my catholic friends that lived next to me.
During those years even while sober or high we would have discussions about our views on God. I would give him a hard time about his belief in purgatory, etc and he would try and give grief back. Those were years of bar hopping and fornication to name just a few sins. At age 25 a started dating my sons future mother, married her after 5 years and on that same year our son was born. She divorced me 5 years later and with a feel of God's Grace I was granted custody of our son.
During those ten years we were heavily involved with a Southern Baptist Church we joined. At the age of 26, in that Church I was Baptized by water. I taught a young couples class for most of that time and we were heavily involved with the youth. It was a place of real love and good people, we tried counseling and I held on taking my son to church for around that last year of marriage when she made it clear daily she wanted out.
The first 3 or 4 years I was thankful to the Lord for granting me custody of my son and we visited and went regularly to two other Southern Baptist Churches. Then I fell into depression over a failed relationship I thought was “the one”. So I spent 4 years drinking in my garage while my son stayed in his room playing games and on laptop.
I am a professional driver and I look back on those times how the Lord protected me from bad wrecks, getting arrested DWI, etc. In the meantime I was failing my son in bringing him up in the manner the Lord decrees. Oct 13 2012 while driving on my route I decided and gave up alcohol.
That next August, due to my son being bullied in a public school and also wanted to try and live with his mother he decided to do homeschooling at her house. Within two months he was back at home, due to a raging fight at his mothers (who is remarried with two young children).
Due to my failures over the last 7 or more years things have come upon my son. He saw the youtube of Westoboro Baptist Church a place I believe is not in the will of God. My son has always had a loving heart but the last year and half he cusses God and three months ago was diagnosed with genetic epilepsy. In which no one on either side of his family has ever had.
Even while I attended the churches that I did I always believed that the gifts of the Spirit were still here - to me that Perfect in Corinthians means when we see Our Lord face to face. I try to always be thankful for many things the Lord has done, my son as only had 6 seizures, every one of them in the morning 7:30 give or take a few minutes, He has kept him from being seriously injured and kept him from death.
The scripture “many are called few are Chosen” has always stirred me up. Your website has confirmed some things inside me- we do not accept God, HE CHOOSES US! I look back on my life and there is no one that I have ever wanted to see spend their time in eternal damnation. In Paul's writings Romans 9:3 has at times literally brought me to tears. I pray to the Lord Almighty that my son Zachery is one of His Chosen.
Sincerely,
Mark
I just wanted to let you know that your testimony gives me hope in Christ Jesus. I just don't know where to start and I will try and be brief. I am a 46 year old man that has failed at being a single parent of my son for the past 10 + year. The first 13 years of my life my mother took me and my brother to a Missionary Baptist Church.
In 1982, we moved to the location that we live at now (10 acres built my house in 2000 on the same property). My mid teenage years were mostly doing well in school and playing sports. My early 20's upon finishing college I spent two years stoned with one of my catholic friends that lived next to me.
During those years even while sober or high we would have discussions about our views on God. I would give him a hard time about his belief in purgatory, etc and he would try and give grief back. Those were years of bar hopping and fornication to name just a few sins. At age 25 a started dating my sons future mother, married her after 5 years and on that same year our son was born. She divorced me 5 years later and with a feel of God's Grace I was granted custody of our son.
During those ten years we were heavily involved with a Southern Baptist Church we joined. At the age of 26, in that Church I was Baptized by water. I taught a young couples class for most of that time and we were heavily involved with the youth. It was a place of real love and good people, we tried counseling and I held on taking my son to church for around that last year of marriage when she made it clear daily she wanted out.
The first 3 or 4 years I was thankful to the Lord for granting me custody of my son and we visited and went regularly to two other Southern Baptist Churches. Then I fell into depression over a failed relationship I thought was “the one”. So I spent 4 years drinking in my garage while my son stayed in his room playing games and on laptop.
I am a professional driver and I look back on those times how the Lord protected me from bad wrecks, getting arrested DWI, etc. In the meantime I was failing my son in bringing him up in the manner the Lord decrees. Oct 13 2012 while driving on my route I decided and gave up alcohol.
That next August, due to my son being bullied in a public school and also wanted to try and live with his mother he decided to do homeschooling at her house. Within two months he was back at home, due to a raging fight at his mothers (who is remarried with two young children).
Due to my failures over the last 7 or more years things have come upon my son. He saw the youtube of Westoboro Baptist Church a place I believe is not in the will of God. My son has always had a loving heart but the last year and half he cusses God and three months ago was diagnosed with genetic epilepsy. In which no one on either side of his family has ever had.
Even while I attended the churches that I did I always believed that the gifts of the Spirit were still here - to me that Perfect in Corinthians means when we see Our Lord face to face. I try to always be thankful for many things the Lord has done, my son as only had 6 seizures, every one of them in the morning 7:30 give or take a few minutes, He has kept him from being seriously injured and kept him from death.
The scripture “many are called few are Chosen” has always stirred me up. Your website has confirmed some things inside me- we do not accept God, HE CHOOSES US! I look back on my life and there is no one that I have ever wanted to see spend their time in eternal damnation. In Paul's writings Romans 9:3 has at times literally brought me to tears. I pray to the Lord Almighty that my son Zachery is one of His Chosen.
Sincerely,
Mark