(This is an archived correspondence at The Path of Truth. We have sent notification to the correspondent.)
I truly hope that you have been in good health and being, since the last time I wrote to you in my past letters. It has truly been difficult an frustrating to write towards you. I always wish to talk to you about everything I go through no matter the circumstances but I can never do so. I have been afraid to contact you.
Because I presume judgment an flee correction. I have become so terrified of speaking to and of God. What do I do Victor?! I feel the I must get right with him! I have been so envious of others coveting everything they have that I don't. Why is it that everyone can succeed an love what they do and I cannot?!
Please...I just want to know what I am supposed to do... I feel so trapped. So I write to you this day because I want to be unafraid an accept his correction and stop hiding. I want to be happy. He won't let me be what I want. I am seeing that I can only be what he wants me to be.