Shelton, Jesus Christ received me by the faith He gave me to approach Him. You aren't approaching me by His faith, so how can I receive you as Christ received me? You're being presumptuous.
Nevertheless, I speak to you in the Lord according to His will and purpose for you.
As for your question about "forever and ever," read:The True, Scriptural Meanings of "Forever," "Everlasting," and "Hell"The Great Promise of the Lake of Fire and the Second Death
To put it in personal terms, what you express as faith is carnal religiosity, which is taking the place of God's authority that comes through His faith. You are in darkness, Hell, and are kept there "forever" until His judgment is rendered against you and finishes you:
1 Corinthians 15:22-26
(22) For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ all will be made alive.
(23) But each in his own order: Christ the first-fruit, and afterward they who are Christ's at His coming;
(24) then is the end, when He delivers the Kingdom to God, even the Father; when He makes to cease all rule and all authority and power.
(25) for it is right for Him to reign until He has put all the enemies under His feet.
(26) The last enemy made to cease is death.
Regarding the second death, it's a condition, not an occurrence like physical death. Only those who overcome are delivered of the second death:
"He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt by the second death" (Revelation 2:11).
And this deliverance is the first resurrection:
"Blessed and holy is he that has part in the first resurrection. Over these the second death has no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with Him for a thousand years" (Revelation 20:6).
By God's grace, that's where we are, walking in His righteousness. And here's where you are, walking in your own righteousness:
"But the fearful, and the unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, will have their part in the Lake burning with fire and brimstone, which is the second death" (Revelation 21:8).
God has brought you here, Shelton, to render His judgment on you. If you believe what is said and receive His judgment, it will be for good - something to be very thankful for.