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Part One ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Part Two ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Part Three ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Part Four

 

PART ONE – Darkness to Light

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Page 1    Particles... The Birth of a Fool Manitoba First Tongue Good “Googie” Dandled on Priests’ Knees “I Want to Go to Heaven!” The Constant Question A Born Barnstormer Poverty Magnified by a Cruel Christmas The Headless Horror How Powerful Is Pee? Little Things Big Kindness Is Perpetual School Away from Home Home Away from Home Wrestling Returning Home My Mother a Witch? Sex Obfuscation Gloria Donald, the Draft Dodger Gluttony Not a Game Big Boys Don’t Cry; Little Boys Do Pudginess, Pee, and Poo The First of My Injuries Injury Number Two Injury Number Three Peter Pan Ill Humor and Cruelty Despise Weakness The Worst Job Ever	Page 2    Particles... My First Memories of Natural Healing Skating and Hockey without Skates or Stick Passing Time Swatting Flies Little Indians and Miniature Trains Money Matters that Mattered A Necessary Preparation A Mysterious Enmity Mother Tongue Forbidden Lying and Cheating “Maybe” vs. “Mother” A Confounding Home Embarrassment, Confusion, and Humiliation “Wish I Wasn’t Born” Birthdays Turkey Trouble Victoria Comes to Victor Pride Goes Before Destruction Art and Me From Hell to Heaven Car Trouble Never Invite Yourself Where Not Invited Troubled Teacher Smash, Scatter, and Sour the Sweets! Tearing of Ties, and Tears Perishing for Lack of Knowledge “Mr. Christmas Tree” Rocks in the Harvest The Imitation of Christ Comes an Ex-Soldier Helping Brass Tacks, Brash Tactics, and Grass Tackles Disease Deals Our Dairy a Devastation
Page 3    Particles... Isabel’s Ire A Father I Could Not Trust No Man Is to Be Trusted Small Considerations with Big Impact Being Small Pays Big Sharing Multiplies Toys Weren’t Us Wright Speaks Right Bull or No Bull? Spelling Perfection Childish Thoughts and Deeds My Fourth Injury – Perpetrated through Ignorance Tomato Trauma The Scare of My Childhood Southern Alberta Calls Injury Five The Hiding Place My First Bicycle The Veribest Specialty Company “Do Unto Others...” A Family of Friendlies and Formidables	Page 4    Particles... What Kind of Ukrainians? Contempt for Others Breeds Self-Contempt Little Things Mean a Lot Divorce in the Days of My Childhood A Sample Apology, Owed to Many Teacher Stupid and Student Stupefied A Betrayal Discerning Divine Damnation More Judgment More Apologies Big Brother Ungrowing Pains Non-Catholics Evil A Favorite Cousin Masturbation Bestiality Dirty Laundry a Reality Laundering a Necessity The Great “Mr. Clean” Freedom from Fear The Answer, First and Last Hunting and Trapping No Money in More Moles Uncles Can Be So Selfish
Page 5    Particles... Sundays a Nightmare No Money, No Church My First Atheistic Challenge Getting Wet and Getting Over It The Ground Rises and the Sky Falls Fire Destroys Stubble and Straw The Dreadful Dead Pleasures Take Their Toll Childhood Books and Heroes Cartoons, Good or Bad? The Born Loser Tragedy a Door to Better Things The Dairy Devil Country School Picnics The Home Run that Wasn’t Urbanization Haste and Unpreparedness Make Waste Losing Lady A Strange Reaction The Mysterious McKay	Page 6    Particles... My Experience with Indian Assimilation What Is Good or Evil? An Example of Need for Improvement among Natives Tears Drown a Friendship Suicidal Sidekicks A Quiet and Justified Confidence Friend Fred’s Fighting Fame Confusing People What Does Life Hold? Three Peaceful Rulers Balcaen Bags a Braggart Bullies to Be Floored, Not Ignored Hail Churchill From a Whisper… …To a Shout Lessons of War Exceptions Happen Things Change and Tables Turn Budding Workaholic Fuller Brush and Nick Genik Recurring Nightmare of Crossing Railroad Tracks Recurring Nightmare of Driving Up a Steep Hill Recurring Nightmare of Stolen Bike Recurring Nightmare of Dauphin Streets Confusing Dauphin’s Deadly Dimension Cancer Incidence in My Days
Page 7    Particles... “The Dance of Death” Omens and Spirits My Sixth Injury An Elderly Jewish Friend Nice if Kids Knew The Elders Know I Won! I Earned, and I Won! Being Favored Not My Favorite Fare Seattle World’s Fair Fear of Loss My Electromagnetic Performance First Christian Testimony Rare Repartee My Collectables Esperanto My Favorite Sport Other Sports A Terrible Traffic Tragedy Guys Girls The Power of Music Recurring Nightmare of High School and Hospital Confusion	Page 8    Particles... Recurring Nightmare of Dilapidated Storage Warehouses Recurring Nightmare of Dirty Toilets Recurring Nightmare - Where to Pee? Better Dreams of Faith Flying The School of Hard Knocks A Taste of Insecurity An Accurate Aptitude Analysis St. Vladimir’s Minor Seminary Running from Reality Religious Regulation and Regimen Collective Correction Seminary Students Shark without Blood Vile Imaginations and More Vile Audacity Monsignor Murray Debut in Hockey Greater Horizons with the Guitar A New Friend One of Those Curious Twists in Life Sweet Cy’s Humor Swan Song at Swan River A Taste of Attention Bass Deception Memphis Poor Old Rich Man That Which They Feared More Bachelor Brothers And More Still Honor Thy Father
Page 9  Particles... My First Time Drunk The Ciga-route Life Ever in the Balance Stalling Sleep More to Life than Skill and Pay Illegalities, Illegitimacies, and Infidelities Boarders at Home William K. Orr Mother’s Alleged Nervous Breakdown My Catholic Christmases A Momentary Agent for Entertainers Business Administration Meanwhile, Unbeknownst to Me… “No Retail for You” Brief Big Brother Playing in Bars Illegally Family Business and Ties My First Home in Winnipeg Frightening Old Folk Drinking Buddies The Ukrainian Clown Tim Fedak	Page 10  Particles... Archie Shoots Up the Town Chickens Home to Roost My Father’s Marital Advice Gerry McClintock Livia Phillips Embarrassment with Strings Attached A Broken Home on Home Street A Time Appointed To Heal Trick or Treat The Sound of Music Billy Graham Comes to Town Pepper Parts Pals Bunking with Mr. Manitoba Runner-Up A Deal for the Future Jilted Self-Destruction by Ignorance Polyester a Poor Pal Love as Thin Ice The Right Man Wronged Recurring Nightmare of Approaching Exams Garden Raiding California Not a Fighter at Heart Some Sun Done Enter the Fornicator A Child Somewhere?
Page 11  Particles... The Guess Who Hooked, Hat and All Shaky Shelter for a Shattered Woman Bert’s Gift to the Kives Brothers Wealth Does Not Breed Generosity Dry Grass Is Greener “Red” (Past) Versus “Read” (Passé) Bar Hopping and Beer Sopping Smoking Addiction Smoking an Only Pleasure Drunkenness and Foolishness Bumble Beer Fooling with Death Flirting with Death Taunting Death Dancing with Death Families without Unity A Shameful Sham of a Son My First Car Unscrupulous Dealers for Chintzy People Taken For an Expensive Ride One Jew Who Didn’t Help Me, or Did He? Partnerships Lesbian Entertainment Oral Sex	Page 12  Particles... An Auto Seed Planted Mock Ministry and Marriage An Answer to the Prayer of a Sinner Bay Bosses Flirting with Adultery Recurring Nightmare of Stolen or Vandalized Car Recurring Nightmare of Stolen Shoes or Coat Open House – BYOB Wrestling at a Wedding Another Shot at a Music Band My First Staff Management Challenge An Apology to the Ladies of the Bay Recurring Nightmare of Bay Stairs A Boot Instead of a Glass Slipper Basement Shoes Staff Working for the King in Wizard of Id Other Bay Basement Executives Choler Contagious High Stakes on Low Steaks No Friend to Friends The Magic of Money-Making Holidays My Parents’ 25th Anniversary Abusing Friend and Sowing for Trouble Gigglers
Page 13  Particles... Friends of Friends Not the Best of Friends No Mercy for the Distressed Dale Carnegie Personality Prisons for Presumptuous People My First Childhood Companion’s Lot Seventh Injury a Mercy Stroke Dr. Duncan Croll, a Special Specialist Bachelor’s Mini-Paradise Dreams of Miraculous Healing Companions in the Hospital Scare and Rescue Healer in Need of Healing Three and a Half Months and the Search Begins Sponsorship Control in Amway Enter Christian Evangelicals Amway Divides, for Good The Power of a Pretty Woman A Reluctant Return The Pain of Parting How Christ Is Unique Male Bathroom Unmanners Mother’s Counsel on Extramarital Sex	Page 14  Particles... Concept-Therapy, Forming God The Pleasurable Delusion of Mystic Philosophy Jesus Christ Not a Pawn Dead to the Sorrowful “Tremendous Charlie Jones” No Duty? I’ll Take Them The Greatest Salesman in the World Visit to Ada Amway: Not as Things Appear Marks for Mammon Ross Rally in Palm Springs Superfluous Possessions The Price of Stardom and Wealth Rude Revenue Ruffians Good and Evil in Amway A Stuffed Shirt Deflated by a Dead Duck 70’s Homes Canada More Seeds Sown, Even by Hypocrites A Brazen Bad Boy Separation and Search Future Saviors A Taste of God’s Sovereignty The Ritz in Sheho Peace Instead of Turmoil Religion Rejects Reality
Page 15  Particles... My Offense against Frank Hickey Sometimes, Lightning Does Strike Twice at Once A Hippie Skeptic Tricks of the Trade First Full Read of the Bible Crying Out to God The Light that Blinds What is a Christian? Jesus Christ Makes an Appearance The Indians’ Peace Impossible to Do and Be Good “You’ll Have the Life” Pork and Parasites A Bitter Man A Horse behind the Cart Twenty-Seven Years of Darkness about to End Truth and Scriptures Shared Pride	Page 16  Particles... Turning to Jesus Christ God Is Real! Evidence of Change while Faith Tested A Great Sinner Much More to It This Time My Family Reacts My First Eviction for the Faith Testifying to the Bill Hafichuk Family My Father Mocks Choosing the Path of Tragedy Sweet Cy Sensible and Sympathetic That’s Gratitude for You Boot Number Two “A Little Jesus” Catholic Sinner Preferable to Non-Catholic Saint A Striking Word from God A Messenger Decades in the Preparation Christian Contacts and Companions Still a Catholic Advised to Leave the Catholic Church Full-Time Christian Companion Provided The Simplicity of the Alliance Church Tears of Sorrow to Tears of Joy The Impatience of Youth How to Butt Out A Suicidal Habit Regret, Not Hypocrisy
Page 17  Particles... George’s Streak of Self-Righteousness Little Chicks Soon Get Homely Grandmother Grandstands and Grandslams Two Different Gods? Some Curious Christian Differences Burping and Soiling Diapers Touching Base with Harry Roder Tell It Like It Is Dissatisfaction from the Upper Levels Two Masters, One for the Lips, the Other for the Heart What One Sows, He Surely Reaps No Restitution, No Forgiveness The Joy of Restitution Apology to Frank Hickey More Joy And More, All with Forgiveness Restitution to an Institution Powerful Catholic Apologetics Seeking Social Sympathy My Eighth Injury – A Drop at Death’s Door Deals Deliverance Some Busybodies to Be Appreciated The Children of This World Wiser in Their Generation Switching Sources of Spiritual Sustenance Timely Words from a Stranger	Page 18  Particles... Man Fails… …but God Prevails Back on Track My Second Baptism, Yet My First Enter Temptation RCAF 5BX and Weight Watchers Freedom from Debt My Challenger Archie Marries A Fear of Competition Secrets of Sales Success Another Black Sheep Discovered Hypocrisy Harms Money Matters – Too Much Nothings and Somethings Iron Sharpens Iron The Greatest of Griefs Honor Your Father and Mother… or Not Jesus Dries the Dishes Franko Comes to Free (or Foil) Alcohol The Fruits of Excess Alcohol Preacher Perry F. Rockwood Herbert W. Armstrong
Page 19  Particles... John R. Rice Heeding Head or Heart Lukewarm Lambs, Likewise Leaders The Rapture Is Bible School the Answer? “Keep Going - You Are Not There Yet” Bible School Chosen for Me Southern Baptist Power First Impressions Not Good Spiritual Stillbirth My First Marilyn in Christianity Petting Off Limits for Singles Our Paths Part in a Peculiar Way Unceremoniously Dismissed without Cause All or Nothing Those Not For Are Against Two Unreconciled Worlds Divine Division in Mysterious Ways Petty Pecuniary and Palate Problems The Mystical Connection of All Believers Sheep without a Shepherd Last Call My First Home in Saskatoon Some Motivation for My Seventeenth Home	Page 20  Particles... Provision Precisely Prepared “Ask Me, Not Man” A Spirit of Control Not Jew-bilant Students at Christian Training Center The Introduction to Organic Food People at Faith Baptist Church “I Know You Believe You Understand What You Think I Said…” Fruits of Frustration Bible School – School without the Bible First Sermon Foundational Marilyn Manifests a Marvelous Might Down I Go Again Baptist Doctrine – Water Torture A Primer on Denominational Division How Can I Learn It All? No Man to Help Okanagan Excursion Timothy Two Banff Young Adults Sunday School An Uncle Confides Challenger Challenged Buying Souls out of Hell Why No Unity of Heart and Soul? A Hurt Boy
Page 21  Particles... Deceptive Appearances A Fast Friend A Joyful Piece of News Indeed Archie’s Conversion to Christ Weary of Works False Faith Produces Confusion A Sad Misunderstanding The Croteaus’ Creeping Crisis The Power of Drugs A Tormented Woman Seed of the Sabbath A Ukrainian Call A Call from Far Away Comfort and Consideration at My Eighteenth Home Homes of My Life Thus Far All in the Ears of the Hearer Is Insurance Necessary? Christian Insurance Brokers A Cousin Contrary to Christ Friend Friesen’s Folly and Fruits The Role of Women in Churches Our Diverging Paths Preparation for the Higher	Page 22  Particles... Open Confessions Not Always Wise The Call of Consecration Archie, A Fish out of Water The Bait Is Set Is God or Man Joining Us Together? Drinking from a Common Goblet Hook, Line, and Sinker Ominous Words Why Did I Marry? Having Children Impossible Have Your Cake or Eat It Our Wedding Family Wedding Guests The World Loves Its Own The Cross Causes Crossness False Funny A Salted, Sugared, and Slipperied Suite Riding Two Horses at Once A Marked Man for Eternity Archie Prevails Lillian’s Livid Looks Pittman Chuckles with Pleasure Rapture in Christ Better than Marriage

 

PART TWO – Pentecost to Israel

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Page 1    Particles... The Spirit of God Draws Brian Sherry and Muriel Mediwake Straza’s Regina Charismatic Meetings A Backslidden Daughter Speaks So…Swimming Sites Sanction Saints in Skimpy Swimsuits Shall Chickens Not Lay Eggs? Manmade Christianity Is Indeed Responsible for Evil What a Gift for Lending Our Suite! Gluttony Not a Sin in the Nominal Churches Our Last Christmas The Last Straw R. A. Torrey Ministers to Us Curious Birth Dates The Cost to Kosters The Bible Comes Alive on a New Level Archie Receives Tongues Power, But Not as I Expected No Takers of the Spirit of Truth Human Virtue Not Real Only Resurrection Will Suffice	Page 2    Particles... A Manufactured Movement of God “They Are Not Saved” Church before Truth Building Increases, Builders Decrease Same Building, Different People Christian Love Takes Many Forms What Is Love? Which Is the True Church? Connor Cross About a Second Crossing A Book Burning Complexion Complication Conquered The Ahenakew Family Mixing Foolishness with Worship of God Finding Our Way The Gift of the Discerning of Spirits Two Worlds at Odds A Choice Not Hard to Make A Slack Shepherd Marilyn’s Family Remains Behind Walking on Water
Page 3    Particles... My First Letter of Spiritual Criticism Glen Bradford Calls Me a Critic Why Letter-Writing as the Choice for Warfare? Cowardice? Good Falling Short of Better What Is and What Is Not of the Spirit? Constant Troublings Double Devils of Doubt and Depression Cutting the Ties that Bind Guilty As Charged Unforgiven Debt Satan Never Sleeps Gifts Granted in God’s Time An Alert to the Fourth Dimension Free to Seek Truth Anywhere Fear of the Truth Tongues and Interpretation Mystery, Babylon the Great	Page 4    Particles... All Souls Are His Concern A Surprising Revelation and Growing Realization of It No Unity among the Spirit Baptized Rumor of another Spiritual Dimension Carnal Understanding Gratification or God “Lord, Give Me a Leader” Men’s Prayer Breakfast Meetings The Reconciliation of All Things The Villain the Victor and the Victor the Victim Who’s the Fairest of Them All? John Hutchison of Calgary Fasting Warning against Evil Men The First Alert of the Two Witnesses Words by Carroll Vance Enter Lois Benson Bill Orr Again What Does Fear Say? The Sovereignty of God The Gift of Healing Anger Does Not Work Righteousness The Car We Did Buy Sally Hogg (nee Waschuk) Operation Mobilization Brother David Sick, Demon-Possessed
Page 5    Particles... Winnipeg Charismatic Circles of the Seventies A Spirit of Irreverence A Spirit of Lightness, Unbelief, and Evasion Who Calls the Shots? “And They Immediately Left Their Nets and Followed Him” Were We Left Out? A Bomb Waiting to Explode “Haleo Shemenah” First Visions Wiebes Told of the Visions “The Kenites Must Go” Nowhere to Lay the Head The Don Szmon Family Senior Szmon Spiritual Scenario Ottawa Charismatic Church Dick Bieber of Detroit “Go on - There’s More!” “What We Need Is Reality” The Seed Has It All Walk by Faith A Humble Worldly Woman, God Bless Her “One Shall Be Taken and the Other Left”	Page 6    Particles... Bill Okkema, New Jersey Was Morley an Angel? Churches Demonstrably All the Same Base for OM Hans Humbles Me Truth and Goodness Prevail, Never Fail “Hiob” (Job) Grumpy Mornings Korneuburg, Austria God Provides We Need Each Other Walter and Gertrude of Austria Back to Brussels on the Autobahn A Sad Piece of News Chaperones Needed in England Manchester and Heinrich Schneider George Verwer Mocks the Spirit Steven Hawkins Ipswich, Friends, Confirmations of Good Doctrine Men Say One Thing; God Another New Birth Comes With Spiritual Gifts What about Billy Graham? “Read It!” George Verwer a Billy Graham Proselyte Twofold the Child of Hell All or Nothing Sincerity and Power Not Enough
Page 7    Particles... “Crusade” Billy Graham a Devotee of Rome Billy Deluded, but Still Guilty Report of Billy’s Calling of God Repentance or Revulsion, “Reverend”? Anything between “Yay” and “Nay” Is of the Evil One Graham Praises the Harlot for Her Harlotry The Bride of Christ? He Taught Us How to Remain Dead OM Supports Devils George Resists the Holy Spirit Les Wheeldon Oil and Water Don’t Mix Les Angry with Me Fearful Leaders Zoar Minister Opposes Spirit in Subtlety Keith Mumford Enticements “Not Enough Water” No More Martyr Monuments Does Satan Have the Last Say? Critical Spirit with Consequences A Man Comes Alive The Lord Provides All Churches the Same Europe Dark and Cold	Page 8    Particles... Bill Luger in the Bronx Desolation in New York The Lord Provides More… …and More David at Death’s Door Conventional Medical Madness The Impotence of Ignorance Go Higher, Where the Power Is “He Will Walk Out of Here!” Exhortation or Exaltation? Sparing Praises and Compliments Head Coverings for Women “David Will Call You” David to Come to Prince Albert Archie’s Spiritual Course Give All Devils Plague Archie Protection From Above Vic Graham’s Error on David and Solomon Lessons in Giving Miser Misery Rage over Spilled Cream
Page 9    Particles... Al and Peggy Ryan Reverend Roderick Riled An Enigmatic Charismatic “Bloom Where You’re Planted”? Charismatic Counterfeit To Minister or Be Ministered To Another Sign of Approaching Conflict A Pit of Serpents What is the New Birth? “Come Out and I Will Be Your Father” Christian Bookstores Not Christian Tried, Tired, and Torn by the True The Dead Dump the Devoted The Hlewka Triumph Delivered of a Demon of Suicide Miraculous Healings for the Family Religion versus Redemption Walter Testifies Pat Pellerin Destructive Pleasure before God Smoking Not Necessarily an Issue “You Cannot Serve God and Mammon” Religion, a Battlefield Laden with Mines Beauty of Virtue Skin-Deep Explosion at Campbells’	Page 10    Particles... God Heals Laura Bradford Go and Sin No More… or Else Hlewka and Rabuka The Cross at Work The Serpent Strikes Truth Replaces Error, and Reality Religion Going Against the Flow Satan’s Saintly Strategies Tares Bundled for the Fire God Is One, Not Three Three Confirmations at Once Fourth and Final Baptism All Is God’s to Do with as He Pleases How Much to Give, and Where? Marriage as an Arrow “Leave Them and Go On” Disobedience Has a Price Talk and Walk Not the Same Charles Enloe AIM Rumored to Have Taken Enloe Hostage Marilyn’s Mother with Cancer, Called to Repent Laura a Whore? When Marilyn’s Mother Left The Anti-Christ Christmas Spirit
Page 11    Particles... The Patrick Connection and Odyssey A Fist in the Air Not For Long Marilyn’s Brother Offended No Vindictiveness, Only Vindication A Country Home Dave Remains with Us “Not Only Prince Albert” The Lord Doing a New Thing A Special Love Power Struggle The Rabbit and the Turtle “I Will Show You My People through My Eyes” The Lord Shares His Heart Like Mother, Like Daughters George Croteau Seeks Us Out Woman’s Lower Back on Fire Cats with Devils One Sows, Another Reaps Zucchini Welfare and Economics 101 Judgment by Appearance	Page 12    Particles... Poverty a State of Mind The Appearance of Marriage Marilyn Running with Faith The Power of Jesus Mortar and Pestle Unrest before Confrontation War in the Heavens Rest in the Lord’s Sovereignty Apostles of They Know Not Whom Can’t Outgive God Putrid Pity Parties Men and Women in Prison A Prisoner’s Profession of Piety Precious Pearls to Pigs Life’s a Road A Care Package for Us Green Notions A Crisis with my Earthly Father “Ever a Catholic I Will Be” Cursing My Father Love of Family or Love of Self What Goes Around Comes Around Go Where Wanted by God, Not by Men An Undelightful Piece of Humble Pie As Abraham and Sarah The Wicks of Earl Grey Change of Direction Coming A Terrible Trap
Page 13    Particles... A Chest of Treasure One Zealous Worker of Many The Koster Connection My First Inner Healing Origin of the Problem Revelation of Root Cause Follows Healing Doubtful Delores A Serpent Crushed Books on our Spiritual Journey Cause Me to Hear Thy Lovingkindness “There Were Others” The Serpent a Man Keepers at Home The Jupiter Effect Miracles Have Their Place Patricks Leave Us Delivered to the Destroyer “What Goes Around...” A Song of Job Time Out from the Bible Lightning Strikes Don Morrison and Bob Turrell A False Apostle Wisdom Not Always With the Aged A Word from the Lord by Don Morrison Firsthand Experience with Balaam A Word for Archie “Come to Sunburst, Montana”	Page 14    Particles... A Word from the Lord by Theo Satan Moves to Silence Me Hutchison Seeking His Own Speak It and Leave It The Lord Ministers to Me by Vic Graham The Mystery of the Mandate to Vic Graham Marilyn’s Family Faith Let the Real Sender Sign Laura Leashes Les Lonely Times Lingering Pains Guardian Angels Earthly Police Different from Heavenly A Return to Body Care Programs Leaving Prince Albert for Dauphin David Not Believing and Obeying To Dauphin Gord Campbell Bids Farewell A Cool Reception Cancer, or Sins Not Remitted? David Healed or Not Healed? Pharmaceutical Sorcery “Extreme Unction” David – Leading a Horse in a Desert of Rattlers The Other Side of the Desert
Page 15    Particles... A Sense of Betrayal Hard Realities Buying for the Buried or for the Buriers? Ron’s Rendezvous with Regret Pagan Power Ploys No Raising the Dead Here Fornication Forbidden Comfort with the Comforter Honored by Men A Strange Occurrence Leading To... Deliverance – Wow! Uncles Donald and Ernie Apologize Eating at Funerals Fred Hafichuk Breaks Down No Man an Island No Returning to the Dead Left in the Dark Conversions in Times of Trouble David: “I’m Okay” David Praises God Reason for David’s Demise Revealed Reality to Replace Religion Four Water Baptisms And a Fifth The Mormon Baptism for the Dead Is Different Baptism for the Dead - Another Understanding	Page 16    Particles... Satan Comes in Three Days to Try The Good and Evil of Discipline What Are We Responsible for? An Appointed Abode A Ceramist I Would Be Energy Taxing Social Facilities Health Hazards Nowhere to Hide Humble Pie with Thick Crust “A Thousand Shall Fall at Your Side” My Third Eviction for the Faith Regrettable Harshness with Bob Worship without the Word Preferred The Lord Confirms and Supports My Stand A Spirit of Rebellion Reigns My Calling and Duty Confirmed Through My Enemies Catholic Charismatics God Finished Winking
Page 17    Particles... Learning My Father’s Business Battling and Baffling the Baha’i Spirits of Nicotine and Gluttony Power and Protection The Last “Lord’s Supper” Rituals and Ceremonies Change Nothing His Brothers His Flesh and Blood Ishtar Isn’t Very Nice Evil Men Must Have Their Opportunity All Must ‘Fess Up and Face Up Debate Deals Death Another Brother Dies Vicious Delusion of the Enemy My Mother Right When Wrong Was Luther a Christian? I, a Dry Root A Covered Head Covers My Head Dal Fulford Working with a Jehovah’s Witness Some Backup Is Nice Physical Prosperity Promotes Patience	Page 18    Particles... A Fearful Woman in a Cage A Spontaneous Word We Are All Mentally, Because Spiritually, Handicapped Different but Harmless Mathematical Michael Huggy, Ughy Dougie The Fonz Fonzie’s Girl Bobbie Wiebe Spanning the Ages Mischief on Two Legs Handicapped and Handy Pacifism or Paddling for Perturbers A Giant Teddy Bear A Murderous Demon of Rage Close Encounters of the Uncomfortable Kind A Lesson in Waiting Be Thankful Twin Twisters Scott the Schemer Serious Saunders And a Few Others Another Piece of the Pie The Pride and Pomp of Man… …with Bitterness in the Midst Beasts of the Two-legged Kind Revealed Signs and Confirmations Pornography Promoted to Please and Pamper Prisoners Satan Is a Gentleman
Page 19    Particles... Count the Cost before You Begin Proved to Perfection Unclean Messengers Garland Meeting Wrestling for Nestor’s Soul Better to Be Nothing than to Try to Be Something You’re Not The Kingdom Comes without Observation No Rest in the Works of Men Which Comes First, the Chicken or the Egg? “Pastor Greg” The Reconciliation of All Things Lois Benson Visits A Would-Be Shepherd Comes Seeking a Flock A Training of Importance All Humanity Is Handicapped Some Truths of Ceramics Appointed Accidents Ease Will Please but Increase Disease Carnal Compassion Cripples	Page 20    Particles... Jim Humors Me “You Have Denied My Name” Difficult Dauphin Time Wounds All Heels Marilyn Helped Me Two Heart Problems Pat Dennis Returns “This Place will be Famous” Richardson Tent Meetings A Demon of Alcohol Does God Insist on Head Coverings for Women in Church? Mrs. Richardson Prophesies Marilyn Winters Confirms Tell It like It Is Marilyn Confirms More Poepke Confirms Richardson Prophecy False A Catholic Spirit? Spirit Descending like a Dove Poepke’s Predicament A Long Letter for John All We Had, Yet Lacking Nothing Discerning the Intents of the Heart Marilyn Winters Mysteriously Resists An Autistic Daughter
Page 21    Particles... Isum Organized Summer Camp A Prophetic Word from the Sioux Nation A Word for Marv Isum How Did He Know? A Word for Mr. Bremner A Summons to Israel Neck Injury Troubling Fuller Displaces Wicks The Lord Is a War Horse Path, Places, People, and Purpose Pre-ordained Ham Instead of Turkey Fullers Filled to the Full False Humility? Chintzy Gift to People in Need A Favorite Cousin Revisited The Unsearchable Ways of God The Gospel in Star Wars The Walk with God Canada’s Own False Evangelist Up Is Down and Down Is Up A Promise of Our Own Home Working at Marriage Who Knows the End of a Thing? Paying My Dues	Page 22    Particles... Our Lives Never Our Own Fear of Man George Hawtin George Hawtin Sympathetic with Jews What Became of Sister Marilyn Winters The Shadow of the Gallows Tree Colonel James Irwin “From Such Turn Away” My Mother’s Anger at God Marv Isum Falls Apostle Bob Turrell Exposed Weather Permitting or Lord Willing? Glaring Hatred Another Uncle Reads the Bible Do We Thank God and Live? Time to Go to Israel

 

PART THREE – Israel to Bernalillo

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Page 1    Particles... The Path of Truth Satan Comes To Intervene The Father Gave Me Words Disposing of Our Goods Getting because Giving My Parents See Us Off A New Creation A Deadly Pull Farewell to Canada The Truth about Trudeau El Al, Oy Vey Introductory Trials Holy or Hellish Land? Moshav Habonim Imported and Home Grown Our Friends at Habonim	Page 2    Particles... Hide and Seek A Closer Friend at Habonim The Dead and the Living Not Giving a Fig Ghouls Guarding the Golden Gate The Presumed Poor in Pocket and Poor in Spirit A Dress for Marilyn The Dome of the Rock Volunteer Bus Tour of Israel Shell Shock The World Influences Believers Sweet Sleep Safe from Serpents Meir Kahane Ulpan Kibbutz Revivim (“Dew Drops”) Our Roost What Is This I See? Fresh Fruit Ripe for the Picking St. John’s Bread Home of Golda Meir Language Experience Varda, Our Hebrew Instructor We Meet Our Neighbors and Our Destiny A Messenger Requested and Sent God’s Mission for Paul Fleeing from America, Too Late Paul to Be Our Friend Sukkoth (Feast of Booths or Tabernacles)
Page 3    Particles... Seeking Signs, Fornication, and Forsaking Crossroads U.S. Entangles Itself with Muslim Nation The Word of the Lord by Marilyn to Paul The Desert Three and a Half Years The Yogurt Hits the Fan Judgment One Way or Another Fourth Eviction for the Faith Parting Words with Paul Experience No Guarantee of Learning Rendezvous Pitiful Pettiness on My Part Comes Half a Man Banking Strike and Flight Delay Stop Us Twice Social, Climatic, and Spiritual Relief Trouble Everywhere Back in Canada; Now What? Temporary Home with Mielkes and “The Move”	Page 4    Particles... Into the Den of a Wolf Born Again, but from Beneath Itch in the Anus Are All Art Activities Awful? Bert and Helen Huebner Receive Their Reward Dick and Bunny Marks Receive Their Reward Satan Comes, Finding Nothing Satan Comes, Finding Something It Is about the Heart and Not about Things Visions in “The Move” on the Move Children Playing in the Gates of the City Correction Called Destruction Beelzebub Prophesies The East Gate of Jerusalem Moishe Weinberger No Talking to Marvin What To Do? Moishe Invests Counsel Sought Archie Resurfaces Victor and Another in Canoe to Africa Another Disappointment Moishe Ministers for Mammon Entering In with Elders Moishe Calls Me to Join Him False Fulfillment
Page 5    Particles... Let Your Requests Be Made Known to God The Shnorrer The Jim Jones Jitters Paul Visits Us Archie and Cathie Arrive Two Regretful Incidents of Many One Grape Will Do, Thank You Archie’s Word for Paul Archie Leaves Ravens Would Pluck Out Archie’s Eyes The Harlot John Paul II Paul Leaves Accepting Obscurity Lech Walesa’s Anointing Moishe to the Rescue Seeking Rescuing The Trepaniers Speechless in God’s Presence Black and White My First Writings Trucking Not Profitable for Moishe Forging Forth with an Affordable Ford But Moishe Keeps Trucking Richardson Fruits	Page 6    Particles... Kenneth Hagin Folly and Fate of the Heedless Uncle Steve and Aunt Flossie Szmon Mount St. Helen’s Worker Not Worthy of His Hire Employer Not Worthy of His Workers An Explanation of My Temperament Lost, Lawless Lives Never Out of the City Core in His Life All of Creation Groans Revisiting MIT (Now Red River Community College) Gunn’s Great Knish “Go With Your Gods” A Letter from Carroll Vance It’s Great to Be Somebody Reagan Taking America for a Ruthless Ride Warning to Marilyn’s Sister Quickened to Quicken Others The Beals Arrive In Town What Are We Eating? Downfall of the Superpowers Beals Storm Out Paul Shows Signs of His Calling Moon Turns Blood Red
Page 7    Particles... Beals Apologize No More Pork, No More Itch Alison Calls Beals Need Help Moving Mike off the Hook, for Now Visiting My Parents The Influence of My Mother Last Visit with Ron and Barb Hrehirchuk Last Visit with Uncle Bill and Auntie Anne The Pleasurable Prestaykos Fred and Mary’s Son Forsaking Tried By Tires and the Lord Answers Paul Loses My Spare Tire Proper Equipment A Baal Worship Service Looking to a Hero Jehu’s Wonderful Works against Baal Ancient Gods Not So Ancient Light Shines Best Where It’s Needed, in Darkness Friendly, Humble, Caring Older Believers	Page 8    Particles... Eating Out Marietta Leaves Marvin Dave Cohen Visits Us To Philadelphia Beth Yeshua Fifth Eviction for the Faith Trepanier Tends to Our Trucking Unconscious Disregard and Dishonesty Religious Works The Star of David Physician, Heal Thyself Alan Gilbert Satan Interrupts to Distract Look to Him Introduction to Branhamites Slim and Trim A Song for Caren Lampitoc What Will Be Will Be
Page 9    Particles... To Do or Not To Do The Cohen Conflict A Word for Frada What Happened to Len Delafuente The Trucking Business More Lessons on the “Poor” Pitying the Poor Not always Profitable A Striker with a Conscience Shunned by My Earthly Father Paul Craves Marriage Church History The Truth about Uncle Bill “Lord, Deliver Me in It or Out of It” Copeland’s Cloud Encounter with Gord Fuller Paul Returns to Winnipeg I Think I’ll Go Out To Alberta… Strange Occurrences An Unpleasant Surprise All So Bizarre Meaning Their Business, Not Ours	Page 10    Particles... “You Have to Go” Paul’s Naïvety Heading Out on the Highway Aftershock The Branhamite Conference, Indiana Inability to Explain What One Believes False Prophecy? A Tragic Tumble to Temptation Not Knowing Where We Were Going Rendezvous with, and Letter to, John Taal The Mediwakes Paul Finds Us Paul’s Story Wandering with Paul Speaking to Vic Graham, Preacher of Universalism in Calgary Dennis and Charmaine Holland Our Sixth Eviction for the Faith
Page 11    Particles... “I Will Restore” Problem-Solving Tinkertown, Winnipeg Not Expensive Enough The Wealthily Independent My Looking Back with Longing Invites Death Four of Us in a Spiritual Race “Mike Has a Decision to Make” The Seventh Eviction for the Faith The Straddling Spider To Beals’ My First Ever Vision of 1975 Fulfilled	Page 12    Particles... Andrea Keeps Her Vow Our Eighth Eviction for the Faith Satan Did His Job “Ben…” What Is Big and What Is Small “Guess What! You’re the Devil” The “Trep Prep” Another Session of Correction, Coming Right Up Lack of Faith and Insecurity with God Hiding in Fear Monetary and Motel Miseries Drug Bust So Slow on the Uptake No Mercy Shown A Turned Down Six-Gun Searching for Spiritual Fellowship
Page 13    Particles... The Artful Ways of Thieves Rebuked By the Lord Again My Money Monkey’s Pet My Pound Problem as Promised Should Have, Shouldn’t Have Sparrows Speak My Father Visits Do Not Be Deceived Don’t Call Your Wife “Stupid” Storm Stirring in Stettler Cohens Searching For Us A Common Curious Coincidental Characteristic Virtue Claimed Is a Virtual Lie The Miracle of Thanksgiving A Sign of Life from the Dead Notice of Release The Greatest Fool on Earth Ruling Spirits of My Two Earthly Families Gordie Howe Campground, Saskatoon False Anointing The Shepherd Faithfully Feeds His Flock The Dunghill Headed for the High Hills Eddy Boyechko and Family Eddy’s Enjoyment of Exemption to Enemies’ Efforts of Evil People Don’t Change but by a Miracle Pretty Women Loving Me	Page 14    Particles... Another Loose End Tied What You Heard Is Not What I Meant Glorious Music in Heaven “I Will Replenish” Forbidden to Visit Parents Truck Problems Harboring Hopes of Helping Helen Huebner The Haunted House My Gift of Garbage to God Calling Evil Good No Commitment unless God Directs “To Lethbridge” “Step on the Clutch” Medicine Hat Marriage Counselors Par Excellence Alternative Alternator Alterations A Different Lethbridge Neighbors on Meadowlark Earning a Living Getting to the Bottom of It, the Sooner the Better Birthdays, Anniversaries, and Religious Holidays Provision at Home Something Better than Canadian Linen Something Better than Trucking A Tragic Loss of Life God Provides and Is Prepared to Do More
Page 15    Particles... Apology to John Taal A Provision on Time CUSO, Botswana, and Papua New Guinea Sealed in the House Three Dollars and Fifty Cents Trapped on a Ledge I Can Wait No Longer “I Am the Able Handyman” A Witch’s Coven Women’s Aglow Full Gospel Business Men’s Fellowship International Correspondence with Paul Running Effortlessly A Matter of Conscience A Near Disaster Marital Sexual Relationships Dealing with Cheapskates How to Charge for Painting People’s Hang-ups for Our Good and Theirs The Fruits of Victory Christian Church Emerge A Burst of Anger To Drink or Not to Drink Hard Words to Hear for Four Loved Ones	Page 16    Particles... A Witch in Foremost Treat Your Customers Right Our Home Up For Sale House Is Sold The Shoutings “You Won’t Be Needing a Home” Forbidden Feeding on the Fruits There’s Lots to Be Thankful For Our Flight Vehicle An Impact on a Soul Loving You “You Will Go With Alacrity” Last Verse to “Walk by Faith” Strangers from Cheyenne Needing Help Ever a Calculating Money Monger Turned Back at the Border Mercy to a Miserable Miser An Appointment with another Lesson Bernalillo KOA A Heart Attack A Messenger of God?
Page 17    Particles... Food, a Blessing of God I Descend From Fornication and Bastardy Is Goliath Great before God? Not Out of Step, but Out of Spirit Searching For Our True Identity and Purpose The Sandia Mountain War Twins Legend The Very Best The Dog Lady Dave and Frada Cohen Farewell The Unbelieving Episcopalian Priest All-Expense-Paid Perpetual Holiday Question and Answer Period	Page 18    Particles... Prophecies Pour Forth “I Am Finished Winking” The Two Witnesses Hair Gained and Weight Lost Humility Loving You, Two More Stanzas The Great Escape Paul Brings First Offerings “Don’t Call Me a Fool”

 

PART Four – Bernalillo to Moon River

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Page 1    Particles... Back to Lethbridge In the Line of Duty, and Fire The Handyman Business Beckons Back A Life of Labor without the Fruits Simple Solutions in a Complex World Three Questions to Be Answered Most High Consulting The Rich Get Richer and the Poor Get Poorer My First Non-Paying Customer My Next Non-Paying Customer People Lined Up to Bring Money No Mercy to Playful Boys Meaning No Harm A Lesson in Outlook and Attitude Money Matters Will Not Matter Wally Samek Asks My Opinion In What Matters Do I Counsel? Dismembered Jehovah’s Witnesses	Page 2    Particles... Flying Poole Presumes Power God Delivers a Man to Goodness God Delivers a Man to Evil The Books Tell The Colors Come Out To Sue or Not to Sue The Hearing Claudio Chiste Chiste’s Valuable Advice MH Consulting versus Sunwest Cabinets The Exercise of the Judgment My Questions Answered and MH Concluded A Marvelous Revelation The Butterfly Out of Its Cocoon A Troubled Young Woman Poems Received Grabbing
Page 3    Particles... “You are a Bullshitter!” Paul Dreams of a Godly Girl The Specter of Fear Atheists Cry Judging Poetry to Pictures Delores Calls Lois Brings Her Problems Our Nineteenth Home Together A Mix of Business and Religion Ode to a Harlot: False Religion	Page 4    Particles... Words Come to Pass Unbelief Alone Hurts The Wild Friends in the World vs. Friends in God Pebbles Greater Than Mountains More Poems Received
Page 5    Particles... Pioneers The Rest of God Have You Any Idea?	Page 6    Particles... Desolation Resilience New Writings and Poems Precious Guest
Page 7    Particles... The Sword More Eating Out Eating Me Mary Kozak Revisited Further Feeble and Frustrating Fumblings at Free Consulting English, Oh English! Rools Four Inglish Spelling Water Does Not Always Find the Lowest Level The Seal of God Delores Needs Help A Hesitant Gift of Money Mother and Daughter in Turmoil Fretting Frederick Trevor Promised Proper Speech with Commitment to Effort Drinking at Fred’s Tried By Truth Hands Off! Steve Hawkins of Manchester Talks Apparently Fruitless Bob Gregson with Reverence for Truth Molnars’ Money Castle The Victory of the Lord	Page 8    Particles... Split Tree Falls on Fred’s House Ivah and Leah Revealed We Have a Little Girl? No Longer Deceived, Carefree, and Secure The Plump, Pompous, Professorial Poet A Mistaken Impression A Prophecy Destined For the Future Wall of Fire Coming Bob Tempted to Hit Me First Visit at the Benson Home The Twice Dead A Pull at My Heart Armored Vehicles in Bog and Above The Lord Says, “Enough!” A Time of Weeping and Wailing A Glimpse of Dad on the Other Side Dad’s Burial Day My Birthday By Their Fruits You Shall Know Them A Hitlerian Hebrew Hater
Page 9    Particles... Tenuous Tenant Tenure Troubles 68 Laval Court, Our Twentieth Home Together Freedom from the Pit Ministering to Lois and Her Boys Baptism for Five Is Water Baptism Necessary? Fred Molnar Severely Rebuked A Difference in Possessions Mark’s Mental Abilities Life Lessons in Golf “Now You’ve Done It!” A Serpent Swiftly Slithers Away Lois Asks a Personal Question Marilyn’s Father “This Isn’t for Me” The Line between Important and Unimportant Many Wounded by Lois Unbelief Backhanding Truth A Spectacle of Wantonness Meeting Halfway with the Bensons Lois’ Dreams: Jason Perishing Are Autobiographies Essentially Lies? “Anything for You” Paul Marries Again Wild Boar Attacks Paul A Very Unexpected Call	Page 10    Particles... An Impoverished Family Devils in a Third Brother Religious Spirits The Spirit of Death The Spirit of Fear The Force Another Archie The Last and Most Powerful One Sixteen Days, Sixteen Devils Archie’s Old House Disintegrated Marilyn’s Vision: Eight Clay Pots Nick and Cory of Collingwood Christopher Has Two Problems Cathie a Witch Howard Bans Us Paul and Kandi Divided More Poems Archie Writes Carroll Vance A Letter to Carroll Vance Out of Laval Court and In with Archie and Cathie
Page 11    Particles... Archie to Open Up or Else Not Sparing the Rod Golf Chris Receives Deliverance Meeting Paul in Great Falls Liberal or Conservative? The Time of Our Ministry Together “Rabbith” Vision: Paul in Foolishness A Fearful Brother Paul Protecting Me Truth Personified Promise of Our Own Home Lois, Fighting Demons Watchman on the Walls Paul Must Go Earthly Courts Not About Spiritual Morality Court Appoints Amicus Curiae Lazarowich, the Loose Lady Lazarowich, the Liar Earthly Courts Are Not for Moral Justice The Deck Stacked Against Lois A Hard and Brutish Woman A Black Heart Battle in the Heavens What about Penny’s “Christian” Husband?	Page 12    Particles... So, What Is a Christian? Howard, the Author of Lies A Promise from God Vision: Mare Birthing Colt Dark Clouds on the Horizon A Perplexed Psychiatrist A Psyched-Out Psychiatrist Paul Is Forgiven Lois to Sacrifice Jason Archie and Family Move Garage-Saling A Haunting Picture Good Visits with Archie’s Children Vision: Gorbachev Falls in Grave and Rises Out of the Lion’s Mouth Vision: Cathie Hafichuk as a Preying Cat Archie Must Give to the Lord Ending 1986 Vision: Star Hits the Earth Hiding from God Futile Changes in Paul’s Life
Page 13    Particles... An Almost Hair-Raising Experience A Hair-Pulling Experience You Don’t Have To A Sunset Seen Delores Molnar Diagnosed with Cancer God Took His Hands Off Marj Harris, Full of Corrupt Religion The Truth about Ourselves The End of a Zealous Victory Church Convert Hassles with Archie and Cathie Another Anger Attack Dealing with Lois and Her Sons Dealing with Paul Paul’s Sales Pile Up A Breakthrough in Paul Prophecy for Paul and Lois The Work of God I’d Give Anything	Page 14    Particles... Our Twenty-Third Marital Home Two Disturbing Financial Incidents Vision: Man of Faith Surrounded by Hatred Danny Receives a Spiritual Healing Dave Neufeld Two Jimmies Jimmying and Jimmied Trevor Stays with Us Another “Freak Out” Hide in Plain View The Goodness and Severity of God Fulfillment in Progress of Offerings Vision American Soldiers Roman Demons in Cathie God’s Golf Game A Promise of Perfection Another Temper Tantrum Looking at a Home to Buy Lending and Borrowing in This World At Odds with Our Realtor Does the Realtor Serve the Buyer or the Seller? Moon River Not For Us

 

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