Prophecies began to come forth for several days, pages of them. Regretfully,
I don’t have the record now, but I will report what I remember.
The Lord said, “You will
have nothing to fear. Can stubble stand up to a fire? Your enemies
will be as stubble
a fire. If stubble can stand up
to a fire, then your enemies will be able to stand up to you. The
fire that I send is an invincible foe to your enemies, but a friend
and to the righteous.”
He said, “I have put a sword
in your mouth to execute judgment and to rebuke the enemy, and nothing
against you. Many will
fall because of the sword I have placed in your right hand.
Take the land; wrest it out of the hands of the wicked; make it a good
land, clean and pure - make it My land. Smear it with the pitch of claim.
Where you set your foot, it is yours. As My foot steps in your foot,
and as your foot steps in Mine, so the land is yours and Mine.
When they come to Me, you will know it, because they will come to you,
because you are in Me and I in You.
I am finished winking.” (This is the second time He said this
to me, the first being in 1977.) “I have
been waiting a long time for this Day. It is the great and terrible Day
of which the
have spoken, great for the righteous and terrible for the wicked.
I am glad it has finally come. I have been hurting and grieving,
but now I
am finished winking and am about to pour out My wrath on the wicked.
I will level the mountains and fill the valleys. I will recompense
all peoples for all things, whether good or bad.”
He said that while He was hurting for His people, He was ready to deliver
those He chose from their bondage and from their enemies.
He said, “Take
comfort in My Word to keep you from the pestilence that seeks to
from before My face.
If you believe,
it will go well for you, but if you don’t believe,
it will not go well.”
He said, “Your enemies will
be harassing and shouting at you. They will leave no stone unturned
to find fault
and to wreak havoc. Businesses,
governments, educators, families, police, judiciaries, churches,
institutions, friends, and neighbors, those from every quarter
will oppose you. Walk
before Me cleanly and perfectly, and I will cover for you completely
Rejoice, My son! You have great
cause for rejoicing, for you have entered the great city, the city
of great pyres, where
all the saints and prophets
have entered, prevailing. Be overjoyed, My son! You have no idea
what you’ve done! Be filled with joy. You’ve made it!” (I
really had no idea.)
He said, “I love you far
beyond any love known in the earth between husband and wife or between
I dote on you. I call you My
beloved, chosen to be especially, personally Mine.”
He told me that I was as His pet; while others would have to hunt and
forage for their needs, He would give me all things freely. While others
were compelled to labor, I was given to rest and enjoy His love and gift
of life in Him. (I thought of how household pets like cats and dogs were
fully provided and cared for, while wild animals had to fend for themselves
and their young.) He said He could and would supply anything I need or
He said words to this effect: “In
his day, I gave the throne to Solomon. In this day, I give it to
you. You are
My Solomon in this day
I also recall words to this effect: “In
other days, I gave the throne to others. In this day, I have given
Of Paul, He said, “As Aaron was given to Moses, so I give Paul
to you. Don’t be perplexed about his idiosyncrasies. Carry him
where you can. He will make his calling good.”
Aaron was of Levi, the priesthood tribe of Israel, and Paul is of that
same priestly lineage, thus his name - Cohen (meaning “priest”).
To Marilyn, He said, “You
are as a beautiful golden pear tree. People will come and eat from
your hand; they will
delight in, and be
in ecstasy of, the tree as they behold it. They will be filled,
nourished, and satisfied. ”
He said, “In the past, I’ve told you of many things, but
now I will tell you of Lethbridge. There you will return, and there will
I begin the work to which I’ve called you. It is a great and a
glorious work. The work will go out from there.
You will be hurried
and you will be harried, but keep the peace. You will know at every
to do, and beyond
the shadow of a doubt
you will know it. You have nothing to fear. No weapon that is formed
against you will prosper.”
He said, “You have a hallowed
and halatious calling. ”
Halation – Random House Dictionary: “A
blurred effect at the edges of a very light area on a photograph, caused
of light, through the emulsion from the surface of the film or
He said, “Light
upon My Word as a bird lights on a branch. There you will find comfort
Pick up your spirit,
My son, and I will
send it to all places where it needs to go.
Your contemplation of matters is of no consequence.
Where the body is, there will the eagles be gathered together.
I will show you
the treasures of Egypt. Even the rain and the deeps will be a blessing
to you, because
I have made it
to be so for you, My
son. I love you and have chosen you.”
Particle – “I
Am Finished Winking”
There were pages of prophecies. Many things were said that I don’t
remember. However, there is one full prophecy that was preserved (given
on March 17, 1984, in Bernalillo, NM):
“I AM FINISHED WINKING! I am fed up to complete fullness of the
sins of the wicked. I can bear no more. Great and terrible is the fire
that rushes to the destruction of the wicked! How fearful is the judgment
that falls on ungodly people!
How do they crave destruction! How depraved are they that they should
seek wounds and pain and sorrow and screaming and strife against My peace,
says the Lord. How demented shall people be that they should seek horrible
torment, living in darkness, rather than seeking My love and living in
the light of day! So they will be filled to the full with their own devices
and I will not spare them, says the Lord.
For when I called them and confronted them, they did not spare Me, says
the Lord. Neither did they spare their neighbor who dwelt safely by them.
They condemned; they killed; they butchered; they slaughtered; they stole;
they hated; they lied; they filled Me to the full with their blasphemies
and their fornications, and I will therefore fill them to the full seven
times over with their blasphemies with which they have blasphemed against
Me and with their wickedness which they have committed against Me, says
Vengeance is Mine, says the Lord. As the sun rises in the east and sets
in the west, so I will repay them according to the great multitude of
their sins against Me, says the Lord. I am full with their sins and full
with My fury that I will pour out upon them for their sins. Will it be
heard and known that I recompense every man according to the fruit of
his doings! ...
... You will pierce
through the hearts of many with sorrow and divide the weak from the
sheep from the
goat, and the fleece from
the lamb. You will run through the hearts of the wicked, and they
will not be able to stand up against you. You’ll consider and
look and see them no more.
But to the righteous will be given the balm of healing. They will be
carried to safety. They will be anointed with the oil of gladness above
all their companions, because they have sought the Lord; they have worshipped
the God of Heaven. They have forsaken their evil ways so that they might
walk in holiness and truth and righteousness. To such is the blessing
of God in mercifulness and great abundance. With such will I be well
And then can I
rest from the horribleness of the sins of the wicked, and from the
fury that has welled up to
within Me, says the
Lord. And when I have drunk to the full of the blood of the wicked
and eaten of their flesh to the full, for the trespasses they
against Me and for the iniquities they have committed against Me,
then I’ll be at peace and then I’ll be at rest, says the
Lord. And I will remember their sins no more.
Weep and wail, you people, because now it is time for weeping and wailing!
You have given all your time to dancing and singing and laughing and
eating and drinking and sleeping and hoarding riches and enjoying yourselves,
taking no regard and not considering that you have given little time
to weeping and sorrow. Where laughter was greedy and took away all the
room of the house, now will it be evicted to make place for great sorrow
with weeping and wailing.
You have mocked
the righteous and you have trodden upon the backs of the innocent.
discover how well you have done and how well you have fared.
As the curtain opens in your
money games to show
you the reward of your cleverness and your luck, so now I open
to you the curtain to show you the fruits of your doings.
Let the just man and the patient man and the pure man and the holy man
and the righteous man and the man who speaks truth rejoice and sing and
laugh because his reward has come. But let the wicked perish and be rewarded
justly for the fornications and the abominations with which they have
defiled My house and caused Me great grief and unimaginable sorrow. Let
them be filled up to the full with the rewards of their sins. May they
be cast out of My house and discarded in the dunghills of unrighteousness
for to that end were they called and to that end they answered ever so
faithfully. The Lord has done speaking. I will speak no more.
Bless the wicked,
you abominable. Praise them, you unrighteous. Fill them full of flatteries
their wickedness. Do you
think you’ll escape? Do you think you can utter perversities out
of your vile mouths and expect to escape the judgment of God? Cannot
the One Who creates both good and evil tell the difference? Does He not
have eyes to see Who created the eye to see? Cannot the One Who says, ‘You
shall not do wickedly’, tell if you do wickedly? Will He not judge
the wickedness He sees and knows of?
Are you God yourselves
that you presume to escape indefinitely the judgment that I have
How can you laugh and scorn
in your hearts saying, ‘God does not see me’? How can you
giggle and sneer and scoff and dance in your aisles and gather
yourselves before Me, only to worship the god of entertainment
and the god of social
benefit, you hypocrites?
Do you think you
can dress in fine clothing and plaster your faces with make-up and
wear smiles and
read a few passages
in Scripture, saying, ‘God
has blessed me,’ and escape such hypocrisy when in your hearts
you judge, you condemn, you hate, you criticize, you gossip, you
slander, you lust after women, after money, after the riches of
Those who have
taken upon themselves My Name are adulterers and adulteresses. They
have never known the
true way, the
path of peace, though they say, ‘We
are God’s people, we alone are the truly righteous and blessed
of the Lord.’
Salve your consciences with church attendance and pastor-pleasing and
meagre offerings and Bible studies and choir singing and door-to-door
canvassing and prayer meetings and tract distribution and naming your
businesses and your children and your churches with Scriptural names
and speaking to your neighbors in the manner you call witnessing. Am
I not above consciences and above salve? Do you think your works and
your words and your tears and your devotions to all these things please
Though you deceive yourselves into thinking you
serve Me in your hearts, yet I see and know your hearts. And when wisdom
screams at you from every
street corner and from every person and from every business transaction,
still you stop your ears and refuse to listen. Now I bring a calamity
and a pestilence upon you, and as you have stopped your ears and
refused the entry of truth, so I will stop My ears when you cry out
and there will be none to deliver you. I am finished winking.”
Particle – Two Witnesses
Here are words that I would ponder for years and not believe. There
was a great prophecy (both in length and substance), which ended with: “And
if you can receive it, you are My two witnesses…” and something
needful to happen, something we were required to do, “lest
I come and smite the earth with a curse.” It is all I remember. The latter
words reminded me of those of the prophet Malachi:
“…lest I come and smite the earth with a curse” (Malachi
What was the Lord talking about? Was He saying I was one of the two
witnesses? Was Marilyn the other? Or was it me and Christ in me? Or was
it another with me - maybe Paul? Or was I hearing from my own imagination
and not God? I didn’t know, and I didn’t seem to believe
those words, but I heard them.
Why was I reluctant to believe? I had heard that many claimed to be
the two witnesses, and I simply didn’t want to go there, knowing
all those were deluded in their egotistic religious ambitions. I record
these now after being reluctant for some time to mention them, but here
Particle – Hair Gained and Weight Lost
I received a strange prophecy one day during this period: “You
will receive your hair at a time in your ministry. Marilyn, you
will not have to worry about your weight. You will have far greater
important matters taking your attention.”
I didn’t think I was all that concerned about my hair, even though
it was slowly and gradually thinning, not that the prophecy suggested
I was overly concerned. Even stranger, however, was that I was the one
who had the weight problem, never Marilyn. Why was the Lord speaking
to her as if to console her about a weight problem? We would find out.
Oh, would we find out!
Particle – Humility
I slowly learned that one doesn’t get to hear God speak by striving
to hear His voice and to be conscious of His Presence. And God isn’t
always speaking, as some pretenders of a closer relationship with Him
suggest, one of those prominent ones being Henry Blackaby, who we realized
in time to be a pretentious scoundrel. It isn’t as though one gets
to hear bits and pieces from Him while trying to tune in, like someone
scanning a radio, trying to pick up a frequency while driving near the
outskirts of range.
No, the Lord speaks when it pleases Him, and when He speaks, be assured,
He will be heard, like it or not. He is fully capable of making Himself
heard with or without any help, and despite any hindrance from us. Didn’t
Jesus declare that the dead would hear His voice when He spoke (John
Until we are humbled and repent of the arrogance of trusting in our
own strengths and abilities, we won’t understand or rest.
I received this poem in Albuquerque, during the spring of 1984:
Standing atop a mountain peak,
I could not hear a sound.
In vain I strained my ears to hear
But nothing came except a tear
Because I could not hear.
Cold it grew and I withdrew
To lower levels not by choice,
And there I felt more comforted
But silence remained the only voice
And still I could not hear.
Am I dead?” in pain I asked myself,
“Is there something wrong with me?
I should think that on these wondrous heights
Is where hearing and seeing ought to be.”
And down I came again.
Lower and lower and lower still,
Not even ground level was to be my fill,
But lower and lower and lower till
The darkness smothered me out of sight
And my only friends were sorrow and fright.
But I was not
For in the nether of darkness and tether,
Down where I had made my bed,
And where I resigned to live and sleep,
I heard the Voice instead:
“Come up!” It said, “and
into the Light.
Rejoice now with new hearing and sight.
I’ll take away your tether and fright
And you’ll be My servant instead.”
Particle – Loving You, Two More Stanzas
As I was singing “Loving You” at the KOA in
Bernalillo in the spring of 1985, two more verses came to me to
add to the one given
me nearly a year earlier:
Wanting You, wanting You,
Wanting You is all I can do.
Even when I’m rich or poor,
Whether it seems I’m not so sure,
Wanting You is all I can do.
Serving You, serving You,
Serving You is all I can do.
Even when I’m weak or strong,
Whether they think I’m right or wrong,
Serving You is all I can do.
(Click HERE to
listen to “Loving You” in completion,
or to read the lyrics.)
Particle – The Great Escape
The rapture doctrine, particularly the pre-tribulation version, as it
is known and believed in Christendom today, is nothing more than a fantasy,
born of an escapist attitude. But some go so far as to call it the “blessed
hope.” It goes like this: God is going to spare His sons and daughters
the suffering of a great tribulation that comes on the earth by lifting
them up and away before it occurs. Key verses used to support this lie
“For we say this to you by the Word of the Lord, that we who are
alive and remain until the coming of the Lord shall not go before those
who are asleep. For the Lord Himself shall descend from Heaven with a
shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God. And
the dead in Christ shall rise first. Then we who are alive and remain
shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord
in the air. And so we shall ever be with the Lord. Therefore comfort
one another with these words” (1 Thessalonians 4:15-18 MKJV).
So when I come and say the pre-tribulation rapture theory is a lie,
there are those who think I’m trying to kill their comfort and
heist their hope. To such, I seem to be the Devil himself.
However, my intention is to direct them to place their faith in Him,
and to prepare them for anything that might come. There is no escape,
I tell them. God takes us through, not around, our problems. We need
the tribulation fires. It is a principle and law of the process of God
forming us in His image.
“Beloved, do not be astonished at the fiery trial which is to
try you, as though a strange thing happened to you, but rejoice according
as you are partakers of Christ’s suffering, so that when His glory
shall be revealed, you may be glad also with exceeding joy” (1
Peter 4:12-13 MKJV).
No tribulation fires, no partaking of Christ’s sufferings; no
partaking of Christ’s sufferings, no salvation or glory. If we
don’t suffer with Him, we don’t reign with Him. It’s
1 Peter 1:7-9 MKJV
(7) So that the trial of your faith (being much more precious than
that of gold that perishes, but being proven through fire) might be
found to praise and honor and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ,
(8) Whom having not seen, you love; in Whom not yet seeing, but
believing in Him you exult with unspeakable joy, and having been glorified,
(9) obtaining the end of your faith, the salvation of your souls.
Besides, I say to them, read Matthew 24, examine Jesus’ discourse
on the sequence of events at the end, and show me where there is a rapture
before the tribulation. They can’t find it. It isn’t mentioned.
Surely, if it was the “blessed hope,” you might think He
would at least mention it. But Jesus is the Blessed Hope. He is not the “Great
Particle – Paul Brings First Offerings
Job, God’s classic example of suffering, was a very wealthy man.
Within an hour, he lost everything he had, including all his children,
except his wife, his house, and four servants, the latter of which also
left him. In due time, God restored his goods to him twofold, and gave
him new and better children.
How were his goods restored? It says:
“All Job’s brothers and sisters and former friends came
to visit him and feasted with him in his house. They expressed their
sympathy and comforted him for all the troubles the LORD had brought
on him. Each of them gave him some money and a gold ring. The LORD blessed
the last part of Job’s life even more than He had blessed the first…” (Job
God had promised me that He would restore to me all that
I had lost. Paul was the first to bring financial gifts, not because
asked, but because he was moved to do so. He sent money to us in
Bernalillo, the beginning of the Lord’s restoration to us, as promised.
Particle – “Don’t
Call Me a Fool”
Many times I bemoaned the folly of my actions, particularly in financial
matters, big or small, thinking of myself as the greatest fool that ever
lived. As I was regretting some petty financial decisions, saying, “What
a fool I am! Will I never learn?” the Lord said, “From
now on, if you call yourself a fool, you call Me a fool, because
I have delivered
I must confess that on several occasions thereafter, though I might
not have directly, explicitly called myself a fool, I was very close
to it or may as well have done it. There were so many occasions where
I was totally convinced there was no other way of labeling my thinking
and actions, as you shall see. But I was constantly reminded of His words.
How did He deliver me? I thought I wouldn’t be found making mistakes
again, but that wasn’t it. What He was doing was providing and
determining the course of all things pertaining to us, regardless of
my blunders. It is impossible to exhaust His provisions and protection.